..:: the absurdist - chapter 04 ::..


"Reigns Dream The Immortelle"

Beings of clouds, caught wild momentarily, dissipate. Cities burn less, then more in the late afternoon.

Leaving the window open, I pull the blind, turn. A vague light abides. Not much filters the noise outside. Shadows blur.

Beyond the penumbra seethe indentations. Elusive soul of desire creates facades, disheveling worlds.

Elusively near, grave disengaged, facade god n' disheveling pussea fuck amok virgin breath in the dream whore's cave. Ebb in flow, crimson meadow ocean, scent, version essence close yet distant.

When thuh elfin elvine ravine slip undoor thee bahdi ws diffurin all th tye' I'm.

Torn entrance from the street opens with slytss touch. Stairwell an hall smell... of everythings. Repulsive unto invitongue, odor scintillates cheap n' rich.

Lock's bust'd justa hole.

Summ of thee's blackdoor grating trund twyligh gray as other areas bothsides spaceless gleamon silver walk in upthee passageway, two awax mirror shields hang inside back o' my head as thee doppelganger foloows meown feces, reflections shine intits eyes faces seas.

Palatial suite, prison cell, refuge, shell't'her, disrupshun puzelle --- room's one's intent no ax'den.

Reminedear pleas stop readin vanity license plates. Private schoolgirl... hey little you know the score, harmonica turn off the car. Hey Joe...

As the jukebox played a mawkish tune, my eyes adjusted to the bar's dimness and dark.

Order'd beer, bourbon from emaciated bartenderless of long straight blue black hair, grim visage a la caked cosmetic ore corpse paint.

Could not decipher server's age, if creature wore wig, if cosmetic mask was for fashionable ghastly effect or to cuv her scars --- maybe alter deformities from cruel agression --- or pave her wrinkles and the years. Can't blame me for suspection all this and more, light so bad... guld o-hous-I lightnin inna barbi shame though can't av that!

O-hous-I detest'd such ditty wi the lugubrious intro buil to worse yet --- showbizyhoe's phoenix ridden flooze of no climax clamm jizz butter all climax BM streamin up sonically on'e psyche and hence permeating everywhere continouslly eternally. Can't hide from it, can't turm off all radios, jukeboxes, car stereos, home stews an TVs, movies, computers, entertaintmen centhers inma angels ODahpolis.

Can't gitta way, Floozy whalin thee depilatory compose!

While-in presents uhv ramp lurkin in end o line job in desultory Hollywood; tip doubled price o drinks --- know feelin waist; just seas them hands slides down to slide up heat o thighs push tha business skirt up (shees a woman now), slide one hand down into sof fleecy shivry warm sof carress ov'r vulvety massage wet folds th malleable hard tight l'il then down into up uh little to the tiny infinite spot insanity.

Compulsive elusifire soff contradictions the submist ans envelope.

Lustily hoar done nothun still pose yes sing debtless inviolable free --- I'll oose'nary state se'dew sing wi obligatory taboo.

Moonlight insatiable, dilapidation way tongue stolen through neon girl'd forest up steps ta broken stainglass an vanity mirror pieces, on the altar felines scream on moan they're demolition ghost.

Other pon lace blossom taught between two... sow led up the mountain.

Want'd hear 96 tears question mark mysterons. Talk talk music machine walk away reve'an pretty ballerina lefre banke we ain't got nothin yet blues magoos I wanna be your party poll hullaballoos an specialze up in her room the seeds not ta mention pushin too hard. Magbaby off lit off names an titles buh thashow remember the true monsters an their 2-3 min opuses, up in her room longer 15 minutes, magnifreatty.

Dive.

Fuck, horrible.

Want'd forget myself. Have good time with good time. Wrong placement time.

Lost.

Be hold fyiree black virgin of pale wings and di'stunly her icelandic white twin, consort of th temple wi starless night wings. I've drunk all moo(n)lye(t) of you booth, fed onyore pain. Sacrificial timeless grace, unsoil'd lust remains. In neardawn, soul unveiled.