Ravage-gorr
stood, stretched,
then was deluged with
memories --- memories
he did not recognize.
Images and emotions
swirled, seemed to
flee from his grasp
and his psyche reeled,
for he had no memory
of himself... he who
was Ravage-gorr...
no remembrance...
nothing... none.
Confused
as he was, he was
having the sensation
the brain and body
in which he was imprisoned
had held various souls
during other times.
This led Ravage-gorr
to intuit a soul would
either escape, thus
making way for the
next, or find the
power to... self destruct.
The
soul impressions he
was having were brief,
alternating between
those of a child,
an adolescent, and
a young adult ---
all separate individuals
who had left their
traumas and tribulations
behind as a record
of their existence.
To Ravage-gorr, these
were not mere stages
of growth within one
being, but rather
each a spirit that
had once existed at
various times in a
world of flesh and
blood.
Mortified
by being washed into
a begrimed masquerade
--- to Ravage-gorr,
soul parade --- he
revolted from it all,
especially himself.
And tormented by the
obvious --- that he'd
become human --- he
wanted talion.
For
Ravage-gorr, such
perspective had not
cast itself as some
hallucinatory variation
on Man's curse of
original sin, but
as something else
--- something far
more... personal.
Raveg-gorr
could only surmise
his internment was
due to a cowardly
--- however magickally
facile --- tactic
of an illusive and
thoroughly despicable
foe.
Bitter
revenge swarmed throughout
his arsenal of hate.
Yet he could take
no more delirious
conjecture nor rumination.
He saw the fire had
died and its coals
turned to ash. So
finally out of sheer
frustration, exhausted
he collapsed.
Suppine,
beseiged, Ravage-gorr
awoke. Kneeling over
him hovered a wood
nymph --- her shroud
of black hair grazing
his face.
Her
knees hugged his elbows
pressed into his sides,
and he felt her warm
breath on his mouth.
His
cock was throbbing,
morning hard --- wanted
to fuck not piss.
He
waited for her next
move, thought he msut
be dreaming.
She
didn't kiss him. Instead
she tossed her tresses
back, stared down
into his waking vision.
Shadowy
pools were her eyes.
Ravage-gorr was drowning.
Rising
from her knees, she
squatted, then slowly
stood. Ravage-gorr
felt the earth again,
and the sun.
She
was naked. Her eyes
had drawn him into
their depths first.
Now he was caught
in the gaze of her
body.
Tall,
lanky, skin brown
to black --- she had
small breasts, jutting
dark nipples shooting
out from their circles.
Youth's naturally
curved tummy. Deep
belly button. Slight
hips. Sparse straight
pubes gracing a beckoning
mound.
With
her long legs apart,
Ravage-gorr looked
up between them into
the V above her thighs,
glimpsed dark folds
--- lips --- and beyond
a trace of glistening.
Suddenly
his erotic stupor
was broken and a new
awareness crystallized.
Her
position had changed.
Thin arms outstretched,
with both hands, she
clasped a gun. Tightly
very tightly she held
it, determinedly,
aiming at his heart.
Ravage-gorr
groaned. The truth
was out. She looked
about fifteen, seventeen
tops, sixteen ---
and so was probably
younger.
He
hated himself... hated
himself for wanting
her... hated wanting
such an untamed, dangerous
piece of jailbait.
Best
if she just shot him
and got it over with.
But he knew she wouldn't.
She
wanted to play.
They
ruin.
"You
know, right now the
sun's turning me black,"
she said, "Under
the moon I feel white.
Last night, right
here, I had the moon
and the stars."
"Leave
a fire alone to die
--- might just burn
your forest down,"
he said.
"Oo...
smokey the bear,"
she said mocking him,
"Well I watched
you and the fire till
it burned to nothing.
Maybe I'd been able
to put my fire out
myself if you hadn't
come crashin' in,
hung around, thrown
on more wood."
Then
she added, "I
like being here by
myself, when I feel
like it. You messed
up."
"Sorry,"
he said, "Had
a rough night. Look...
I'm leaving."
"Not
yet," she said,
"Don't get up.
I'm not sure about
you."
She
stopped pointing the
gun at him, let one
arm fall to her side
as she struck a pose,
placing her free hand
on her hip.
Her
gun hand had dropped
to below her waist.
Sighing, she began
massaging her vulva
with the side of the
weapon's barrel.
Ravage-gorr
felt eternity explode
inside him, time erased.
He'd never felt so...
there was really no
word, nor words, to
describe the forsaken
pleasure erupting
within him.
Speaking
softly, almost whispering,
she said, "Rape
me and you die. I'm
a virgin. Shall stay
clean till I'm married...
and never, ever shall
there be marriage...
not on this earth."
"I
wanna die,"
he almost blurted.
As
if she'd read his
thought, she lost
her teen femme fatalness,
giggled like a little
girl, and then said
not quite demurely,
"Tonight the
moon's at its fullest."
Gesturing
with the gun to the
woods behind her,
she continued, "Back
there's a hunter's
cabin. I call it the
guest house. Meet
me at its door at
midnight so I can
let you in. I'm psychic...
I'll let you in on
your future."
Abruptly
she turned and started
running back to the
woods, waving her
gun in the air, laughing,
laughing, laughing.
Right
before she reached
the trees, she shouted,
"Just Kidding!"
Ravage-gorr
wondered.
She
was gone.